literature

soliloquy- i.

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and there are moments
when the tide rushes out of the world
and i am alone
behind waterstained walls

and there are moments
when i am frantic,
my heart hammering out a beat
that sings,  -abandon me-

and there are moments
when i mutilate the bars
of my cage,
begging for an answer
and no one hears me

s c r e a m i n g
-stop

i thought you knew who i was-
first interlude-poem in my novel. i think there will be nine.

alex has borderline personality disorder. first of nine diagnostic criteria- frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment.

[it can be tough when your very nature drives others away]
© 2011 - 2024 ambulances
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freddofroggy's avatar
I needed to comment again, because now I have no qualms in saying that I have BPD and this is fucking perfect.