so i've heard that when you're ready to come out, you can feel it. i think that time is coming, and holyfuckingshit it's scary, but at the same time, i'm already relieved.
i'm probably going to tell my mother tonight. i see my father in a week and i might tell him then, though he's less... liberal? than my mother is. then i'll probably come out to the public.
I AM GENDERQUEER. HEAR ME ROAR.
no, seriously, guys. the poem maybe seems a little too on the masculine side (not to mention that i wrote it at four in the morning so it's slightly shit) but i've been feeling really guyish lately. maybe i should go talk to some cute boy. that always makes me feel more girly.
haha, off to find a cute boy. comments? questions? rants? there's a little white box below this, type out your feelings.
TL;DR i'm genderqueer and i'm planning on coming out soon. also, i'm not proud of my writing skills at the moment. but i'm happyexcitedanxiousblarghh.
oh yeah, and psychosomatic's one of my favorite words. it means "all in your head", i case you're too lazybored to look it up.